So… it literally PAINS me to type this, but I am now eating sweet food. I’m sorry :(
To those of you who don’t know why this is a massive deal - not long ago now, I DECLARED (arrogantly so) that I would give up ALL sweet food for the rest of the year to raise money for NSPCC. I genuinely really believed I could do it. I honestly did. But a few weeks ago whilst I was at home for a big family party vibe, my willpower was nowhere to be found and I gave in. The guilt I felt was horrific but as soon as I had that one taste I just couldn’t stop. It just went downhill. I kept telling myself I’d get back onto it and that no one had to know about my momentary lapse but it just got worse.
I just cannot do it and I’m so so sorry… really hope you’re not disappointed in me. I think I cover that disappointment for everyone right now.
I have been trying to find a good time to announce this but I’m just so embarrassed that I’ve let myself and everyone else down. I’ve been so careful about posting photos of food and stuff because no one knew… but earlier on today I didn’t give a second thought to posting a photo of my ice cream in the sun. Then the beautiful Hannah Grace commented and reminded me of this whole ordeal. Now it looks like I’m being forced to tell you all because I’ve been caught red-handed. But I really have been planning to tell you all because let’s be honest, I couldn’t hide this away for the rest of the year.
At the end of the day, I did this for NSPCC. That’s the important thing here! If the two lovely people who donated want a refund or for me to personally pay them their money back, that’s totally cool. I’ll be making sure I make a large and in charge donation this year as a massive sorry.
So sorry again. :(